Someone i knew passed away this morning from lung cancer. Only 8 weeks ago he found out that he has lung cancer and today he is gone. I live my life everyday as if i drop dead suddenly i will have no regret. Whatever I want to do and want to eat I will go and do it. I will also go out during weeknights without worrying that tomorrow I have to start working at 7 am. I tried not to worry that I am single and everyone else is not and feel very loaded with money even though it might not be the case in rich people's eyes. But what if i live till old age? Then I should have a family, have a house and have a big business that other people generate my income. And that's very sad indeed if comes to think about it. I can't find a guy i like or we both mutually like and i can't see any houses I want to buy, and I love the working style I have. But this is not going anywhere isn't it if I happen to live a long life? I feel sad that he passed away and I suddenly feel very sorry for myself.
- 6月 04 週四 200920:38
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Don't be Susie! You don't live under people's judgement or value and we all constantly grow, change and transform along the way, so you might still see things differently given time. Everyone's lifespan is set so it's not your problem to worry about die young or old but to live to the fullest with no regret~^ ^
thank you sweetheart....i think you are right...feel much better...
don't feel bad Suz, you have a life that you enjoy, and I'm sure you will love your life for many many years to come. As long as you are happy and not sick and has no problem getting through the day, I say you are already much better off than many people in the world. I'm sure many others envy your life! Though I'm sorry to hear your friend's passing, my sympathies.